hey look at me .
think back and talk to me .
did i grow up according to plan .
or do you thing i'm wasting my time .
doing things i wanna do .
but it hurt when you dissaprove all along .
and now i try hard to make it .
i just wanna make you proud .
bt i'm not good enough for you .
i can't pretend that i'm alright .
and you can't change me .
how could this happen to me .
i made my mistake .
i don't know where to run .
i'm sick of this life .
i jst wanna scream .
how could this happen to me ?